That is Love

Love is patient,

Love is kind,

Love is not jealous or boastful,

It is not arrogant or rude.

Love does not insist on its own way,

It is not irritable or resentful,

It does not rejoice at wrong,

But rejoice in the right.

Love bears all things,

Believe all things

Hopes all things,

Endures all things.

Love never ends…

our road

Our Road

We were always together
The two of us walked down a straight road,
Separating into two,
Walking off in our separate ways.

Bearing this chest that overflowed in loneliness,
I look up at a gloomy sky that seems about to cry
I thought of you…

And your smiles…

The nights without you,
I won’t cry anymore,
Because I’m trying my best,
Becoming strong to be worthy of you.

You must be thinking too,
How are we doing near and far,
Because we’re connected,
Because I love you.

The days when I warmed my chilled hands by myself,
I yearn for your warmth so much.

No matter how much I was told “I love you”

It all became so vague.

I wonder when will we be able to meet?

When will we be able to talk?

When will our laughter and smiles…

Fill our room with warmth?

While living on your remaining love,

As a source of energy,

I will keep on walking,
Till our road meets again.

Egao

Your Smiles

Not near…

Not far…

But someday…

I wish to see you smiling at me again.

I’ll keep on waiting,

No matter how hard or how long my journey is,

I’ll be strong,

Because u said I was.

So I’ll keep this feeling strong

And when you return,

I’ll always be ready,

To receive your love with open arms.

I promise I’ll keep on smiling,

For your sake and mine.

You’re always welcomed,

In this cosy heart of mine.

Broken Glass

I never wanted to break the fragile class,

Because I fear of your leaving

I see your bluff and I feel insecure,

But being near to you is more important.

How can u say those hurting words with a straight face?

Do my tears even work on u?

I felt pity when I see…

How cold your heart had become.

I keep wanting to hear,

Those three words again,

Said from the bottom of your heart…

Just like how you said it to me before.

But they never come.

I finally broke the fragile glass,

And got myself cut,

With a bleeding wound that can never heal.

I keep saying “it is ok,”

“it’s just another obstacle…

You will surely come back again,

When you’ve finally found your heart.”

I have this paranormal feeling…

That I’ll see u again…and I did.

But you’ve gone and frustrate destiny,

By doing something you’ve shouldn’t have done.

I wish I could tell u, but I can’t find the words,

I can’t even say “Don’t leave me!”

I’d rather listen to your lies,

Than to step on the broken glass.

When you’re cold in the night,

Will you remember my warmth?

When u let go of my hand,

Will u forget about me?

Dream

What kind of dreams should I chase?

I asked myself in a whisper.

My dreams lies at your path,

A path that seemed distant but possible.

My injured heart now longing to melt with your love…

As this pain rips me to shreds...

I live in the real world by your love...

My prayers reaching out to let me predict tomorrow...

I pray every night and day.

I love you and care for you,

So much that I cry tears of love.

In the dreams I paint, I see this room,

Too cramped for me to breathe.

I shouted with an unseen voice…

As sadness pounded on the door.

This sleepless night rips tomorrow to shreds...

Will these thousand lights grant my wish?

I’ll pray every night and day

You are my dream and my dream is you.

Either way this love for you never withers.

Time can fly decreasing the pain,

But memories will always keep this love alive.

 31 October 2008